Is there something in men that make them fickle? they never seem to stay with one person, there are always infatuations that tear apart relationships.when you think everything is ok, you've finally found the person your going to be with forever and your so happy, it crashes back in on you and that one glimmer of hope that finally broke through your cloudy skies dissapears in an instant leaving you alone and crying in the darkness.

Why cant they stay? He proposed, he said i love you beyone love, he smiled when he said it to, his touch was so gental and the look in his eyes set souls a flame but then he says 'my world melts when i look at her' HER not YOU.

he breaks you three times and everytime you go back to him, hoping it will be better than the last, that he wont leave again and that maybe this is the time you've been waiting for and it never is. Age doesn't mean anything, its the feelings in a persons heart that truely count. some don't understand that. they don't know what they want.

some do know though. thats why we all have a boston, a place where we can start over fresh where no one knows anything about us at all. where we get sunrises instead of sunsets. where we can finally be free of the chains that have bound us for so long, a chance to free ourselves from our purgitory